What is my number one goal in life as of this moment? I want myself to be a person that pleases God and only God.
I know my life before this moment was to please everything and everyone else more than God. I was selfish and only thought of myself. But I know that this doesn’t please Him. These days I don’t dwell too much on my bad traits, these days I look for solutions with the help of God in my mind.
I thank God, because he’s letting me realize a lot of things about myself. Also because he is in my life and now I know it. I had a prayer request of seeing God in my life. Seeing him throughout my day and everyday, I know that he is with me now and forever.
Its kind of hard to write everything right now. But the one thing I wanted to state is that God is the most important thing in my life. I’m not going to try and please other people more than him. I’m going to stop being so selfish and stop pleasing myself. I truly desire a life that is pleasing to him. I need you God and I ask that I open my eyes to you and the things you want me to see and learn. I NEED you so much. I need you God, I want to obey and trust you and love you and learn from you and do everything for you. I need to remember this. I need to stop pleasing other people and start pleasing you. God please help me, I know you can and I know you will do everything good for me.
Jesus you are number 1.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight.“
-Proverbs 3:5-6
