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Hello hello. I just came back from Paul’s. Actually I got wendys because I was hungry. I’m eating it now…one thing I don’t like about my order is that it’s not what I ordered! Omg haha I ordered some honey bbq boneless wings…and they gave me honey bbq chicken nuggets! sighhhhhhhhhhh.

Anyways, I had a really good conversation with Paul. I’m really happy. I’m a really selfish person though, I want to start being more thoughtful and not just think about dumb things that I have to face. I want to start going deep into my thoughts, I was not confident, but I feel I am now. I can speak my mind, just be confident!

It’s hard but start with little things. Paul I really do love to listen to you because I feel like a lot of the things you say is what I feel but I’ve never really articulated it. Thank you so much for being patient with me and encouraging me. I really do have the most beautiful, caring, thoughtful boyfriend! I feel like my brain was like a circuit that was disconnected but now the wires have joined together again with a little duct tape  Here’s to not being scared to think and talk! and believing in oneself!

hahaha laters!